I WILL NEVER DRINK ALCOHOL AGAIN!
I know someone is going to read this and say “Never say never” but trust me I have thrown in the towel. I had the most fun on Friday evening when I went out with my friends. I had less than a six pack of Savanna Dark and I thought I had everything under control. Was I wrong or was I wrong??!!
I woke up feeling things that I can not even begin to describe. Who gets fucked up after drinking just ONE six pack?? I was throwing up, my tummy had me running to the loo all morning and part of the afternoon and I had an excruciating headache. No amount of water drinking, ginger tea, greasy food made me feel any better. Anything I attempted to eat went straight out of my system. I found a bottle I had only had a few sips of the night before on the kitchen sink and I poured it down the drain, I NEVER WANT TO SEE, TASTE OR HEAR ABOUT ALCOHOL AGAIN! I was in so much pain but I couldn’t get myself to cry because after all these were self inflicted wounds. I took a nap around 2 pm and I woke up an hour later feeling a whole lot better.
I remember sending my friend a message asking him to bring me something to eat (you see how close to death I thought I was) but unfortunately he couldn’t make it but being the darling he can be when he feels like it I know he was going to bring something. Anyways, back to my melodramatic story; I took a bath, attempted to cook and once I had something solid in my tummy I started feeling a whole lot better. Later in the evening I took a long walk to get some air seeing that I had spent the greater part of my day in bed trying to get back to normal. My DJ friend sent a message telling me he was playing at one of my favourite hangouts but I had to turn down the offer because I needed to recover.
By the time I went to bed I was feeling a lot better but I promised that I WILL NEVER DRINK ALCOHOL AGAIN, add that to my “Things I Will Never Do (Again) Even If You Paid Me.” I think my body was just telling me that me and alcohol should break up for good, this yoyo relationship must stop. I finally see the light, I accept it and I shall go forth without it. I QUIT!