This will be my second week of unhappiness in the sleep department. I haven’t had a decent night’s sleep and it is starting to affect me in a very bad way. Last night I went to bed at 7pm thanks to an excruciating headache that felt like it was going to pop my eyes right out! I later woke up around 11pm and couldn’t sleep properly and ended up killing time on Twitter. You would think all the running and exercising I do would at least make me tired enough to pass out like it used to but no, even the evening run I did last night didn’t help matters.
The thing is I am going through something. I am feeling things that are feeding on my feel good hormones but unfortunately right now I can’t talk about it. The only thing I can do is find a way to deal with it. Some days I really wish we had shrinks in this country. (Maybe we do and I’m not aware of them?) You would just call them up, make an appointment and just let out all your thoughts and feelings without fear of being judged or ridiculed.
I miss waking up with extra energy and enthusiasm. I actually miss just going to bed and actually getting to sleep through the night.
I am feeling so unhappy.